fearmonger meaning

All of the things I love about being scared, how a person is scared, and how everyone is scared are just a few of the words I would use to describe my fear. I’m afraid of what I’m scared of, and I’m scared of being scared when everything is looking the way it’s supposed to.

Fear is a lot of things. It can be a vague, unspecific and abstract feeling, or a specific, concrete and specific feeling. Fear can be vague because there is no one thing that seems to be the real source of my fear. The more specific I am about my fear, the more of it I can feel. And, of course, the more concrete and specific I am about my fear, the more of it I can feel.